| SHE WAIVED AT ME I WAS TOO SHY TO RESPOND REMIX Your feet on the street Your feet on the street moving Moving among the many people While the lights project an aura around your body While the lights are like an aura around your body Creating ghosts The ghosts Pink like romantic drug paintings of carelessness and love Pink vapors We don’t know the time of our death Pink vapors We don’t’ know the time of our death The ghosts Pink like romantic drug paintings of carelessness and love You cannot be so happy in this world You cannot appear so happy as you waive at me You know this universe is expanding Each second that passes on this street Moves us a bit closer to the ghosts I just want to go home and hold my cat near my heart, I don’t know if you know but I suffer from anxiety It is eerie To see you so happy It is eerie To see you so happy But I love your joy Yes I do I love your joy Mine is not warranted and I don’t want to be perceived as dim-witted So I leave it in my room below the light bulb My world My room My world I love your joy I love your joy It is eerie To see you so happy To see you waive at me To see you smile and waive at me I hate I despise the nervous system The hole The hole made of the absence of love, of caring and affection The hole that causes infection The hole that causes the infection of anxiety And the never ending night of the end of the world She waived at me While I was suffering in silence Deep in the night Carelessly trying to evade my youth All the while not realizing that the dawn of old age, the coming old age would be glacial Never realizing that losing my youth would make me wish for another try Where all my failings would bring a smile And an alternate reality could propel me to infinite possibilities and beauty She waived and she waived It brings the failures to the front and the small victories of the heart are remembered so candidly The small victories of the heart are remembered so candidly |